Rakesh....wake up...I hear that voice at 8 am in the morning from my mom\'s voice.i wake up.i go through the room.filled with the books I have studied in the past.i felt that I have to clean my room earlier.that much untidy my room is...I check the phone..accidently it touches the reminder I marked in the calender....I tensed after seeing that.iam going to be 29....I just look at the mirror in my room....I saw two white hairs on my head....iam totally get depressed.I sit there on  the sofa in the hall.father is going  to his shop.he sigs when he see me.its not his pain.Its the result of failure that I have have went through my life.i now know iam a failure son of his.where I fail......???I don\'t know.i brought up in middle class family.I was very good in studies ..in 12 th and degree I got above 90.I have degree in physics....where I fail.written many exams but it\'s only reaching nearly the cut off mark....my lovers wedding is on next month.i feel like I am losing everything..What facility government given to the youths I think for a moment...At that time calling bell rang..I run ...no one was there.i see a cover.i opened it..it\'s my passport ...I feel equally happy and equally sad .I may get job but who will take care of my mother and father......I turned the passport .I got a call from my friend.Rakesh dress up.we have to go to purchase dress.As you say that you have ticket on next week....I dress up and go with him..My cat was there playing outside.when I look